Mind-- huh? Oh, uhh, I don't normally think in a voice(edited)
4:26 PM
I do think in a voice for things like typing sometimes, and I try to make that voice like, a normal metropolitan American accent, the pitch is usually kind of high for a male but it depends on the context as well as the body already having a high pitch for a male in default.
Well, my mindvoice is different from host. When I think with words I sound like a girl and Mon sounds like a man. But neither of us has one established voice we always hear
8:28 PM
I think I was struggling with the fact that mine don’t have distinct voice differences.
usually mindvoice differences would've developed by then, but oh well as long as you're still able to tell each other apart I guess it's not that big a deal
If you want unique mindvoices, consider trying to work on that specifically. Try to hear voices as different, probably with some examples from real life (or videos/music, etc.)
I want to ask you all for some ideas on what "things" in the mind that we are aware of could have a place in being similar to or driving what makes a tulpa think.
For example, associations like when you smell something and remember it. Or habits that might get you to think of your tulpa every so often.
@Reguile I've got one: Certain topics that play a role for the defined or assumed personality of the tulpa.
8:00 PM
As in, e. g. I assume my tulpa to be far more outgoing than me (or it just develops this way for some reason) and thus it is triggered by social topics. Bad example, but I hope you know what I mean :D
Uhh, usually it is the internal goals and motivations for us. For example, I have a much more different philosophy of self improvement than my host, which means I think a lot of how to steer the body in this direction or what contexts would be suited to it
So, for example, I think about what to do in various situations that I know my host would act very poorly in, and I also take initiative during certain contexts where my strategy is superior to his
2:14 AM
Being stressed is one thing that brings us both to the conscious part just to make sure the best one for the job is selected to handle it
uhh, there is-- haha, how do I say, the core between me and cards decides. Like the real will behind both of us. The part that allows us to decide at all.
After she showed up in one of my dreams and slung around spatial magic, I talked to my buddy about it, and he mentioned the possibility of having created something like a tulpa (we don't call them that, we call em familiars, but that's a whole other story), and then I finally did a mental "anyone there?" and got a response
I feel like I am way too young to make a tulpa and I'm a little ashamed of myself for making one... I can't stop now because that would be cruel but I should have realized that these are real people with real feelings :/
My thoughtform adventure started around that age and I wasn’t nearly as self-aware as you are. Cilsc and I are fine now, so I think if you keep it up, you’ll be fine.
Is there anything I should do for her? Should I keep going? She responds to me with body language. I dont want to hurt her and I just want whats best for her.
